Well it’s my birthday today, and I’m 44 years old. I don’t feel much different than I did when I was 21. I’m wiser and understand more about the world around me, but I’m still “me”. I feel like I should be a bit further ahead in life as far as financially and things like that. A lot of that has to do with where I live right now. Me and my wife are in SoCal, and it’s VERY expensive to live here. Rent, food, gas, anything you NEED costs too much. We want to move to Connecticut, but that’s easier said than done. We gotta pay to get all the stuff we want moved across the country, as well as our car and our bodies. You need capital to do all of that and it’s just not showing up.
Hopefully GOD will make a way. I’d like to live closer to my step-daughter and step-grandson. I think we could all really help each other out and look out for one another. I want to help raise my step-grandson, and explain to him the things he’ll encounter as a young man into being a man. I don’t want him to make the same mistakes I did, and I want to be a male voice of guidance for him so he can be the best he can be. Hopefully I’ll get that opportunity in this life, as my wife is too old for us to have kids ourselves. I’d also like to help out my step-daughter and give her a break from being a mom sometimes.
Life is very interesting and I think your mission is to grow and try to understand people and the world around you the further you go along. That’s why it’s so sad when people die young. They never get a chance to correct the mistakes of their youth and learn and grow from them. You have to find peace and love in this world and once we ALL find that, I think things will get better for the world as a whole. Right now, the programming and drama going on in mass media is debilitating to young people. It’s teaching them horrible ideals and morals, as well as fostering proclivities toward negative vibrations and frequencies.
Nikola Tesla said that if you want to understand the secrets of the universe, think in terms of frequency and vibration. Everything is in motion, and everything has a frequency. You can raise or lower your mental frequency, to rise above the negativity that seems to be permeating throughout our physical spaces. On this 44th birthday of mine, I take a vow to rise above the negativity, and stay in a positive mindset. When “stinking thinking” starts to take hold in my mind-space, I will change the channel, and think of something positive. It’s the only way to fly, and the only way you can hope to achieve happiness. Peace, love, and light to you reader, and have a good one!