So I’m still looking for work. My last work payday was back in May of this year. The job market is really difficult right now, and if you compound that with the fact that I’m not the best at job interviews, it’s been hard. Hopefully something will come through for me soon, but I need to start having a contingency plan to move some place cheaper here in Cali. I don’t want to sit on my hands so long just looking for work and interviewing that we end up not being able to afford rent and getting evicted. I have faith that GOD won’t let that happen, but you still have to move on things when it’s time to.
Gang-stalking is a topic I think I’ve covered on here, and I really hope that’s not happening to me. I hope people wish the best for me because that’s how I feel about them. I don’t want to see anyone suffering or in a bad way. We are all human beings with shortcomings and fallacies that we have to learn to work through and improve on as we get older and wiser. I’m seeing a lot of YouTube videos where people feel like they are being gang-stalked and it’s really interesting that so many people are reporting the same things.
A lot of people are stressed out right now and on edge of sorts. I feel like the best way for me to deal with it is music, and I often suggest to people in their YouTube comments to find a hobby and find something they can be creative with. Even with that though, something has to change in the way things are happening/going right now. Things are too expensive. They are pricing a lot of people out of things and it’s not right. Couple that with the looming AI and robotics boom, and you have to wonder what the plan is for the vast majority of people in this world.
It’s ironic that “they” say we are too difficult to keep fed, yet they’ve designed a society that doesn’t really promote people growing their own food and maintaining their household. Most apartment complexes won’t allow you to have a garden on your patio, if you even have one. At least mine doesn’t and the few I’ve lived in before this one don’t. They’ve made us dependent on the grocery store, and when you are dependent on it, they can yo-yo you at their will. They’ve raised the prices a ridiculous amount, so now you are going broke just trying to eat every day. I can’t imagine what a mother and father (or a single parent household) who work every day at blue collar jobs that don’t pay much, with 2 to 3 kids are doing to keep everyone in the household fed.
I can only keep trudging ahead and doing the best I can. I’m not too lazy to dress nice and go for an interview, I’m not too lazy to show up to the first day of work. I’m doing the work as far as knowledge on Coursera and Udemy in my field of IT, so hopefully that will all pay off. If it doesn’t I don’t know what else to do. What I won’t do is fall for the distractions and divisive tactics of media and social media. I’ve put on the magic glasses and see it’s not black vs. white, it’s not fair-skinned vs. dark skinned. It’s deeper than that, but that’s a topic for another day. Don’t trust everything you see in media or hear from others. Learn to be logical and reasonable. That’s the way to find the truth.