Month: August 2024

So life has been a trip lately. Our car was having issues which caused me to miss some time from work and it was a pain in the butt to get repaired. Then we had a leak in the ceiling of our bottom floor apartment, which is requiring the entire bathroom area be demoed and re-done. As if that wasn’t enough, our poor little doggo Maggie started having seizures this past Saturday. Saturday was the first one myself and my wife noticed, but she’s had 3 more since then.

They seem to occur when she gets excited about food or going out and things like that. I’m not sure what is causing it, because we’ve had her for years without this issue. I did change her flea medication from Nexgard to K9 Advantix, and I’m wondering if that could be the cause. I feel so bad for her when she’s had them these past few days, because I can tell it scares her.

We need to take her to the vet, but money is tight and the vet is going to run you through the ringer with fees for different things. It really sucks. I ordered some Charlotte’s Web CBD dog chews that should hopefully be here by Wednesday, that I will give to her twice a day to see if it helps her. CBD, a component of hemp, has been shown to help people and animals that experience seizures.

The company that sells the products, Charlotte’s Web, is actually named after a little girl named Charlotte that had seizures very bad, and the CBD was the ONLY thing that would give her any relief and let her live a semi-normal life. I hope it helps Maggie, because I don’t want to see her go through that.

Life is crazy, and this type of “series of unfortunate events” is what makes so many people online and on Youtube feel like we are living in some type of hellish realm. I can think of one channel in particular where the guy feels that GOD is evil and his intent is to torture us all with these different bad things that keep happening in our lives. I don’t think GOD is some evil child holding a magnifying glass in the sun over us ants, but I often do wonder why we experience so much negativity and hardship in our lives.

There’s a lot of things I kind of have a grasp on, and a lot I don’t. I do believe we all get tested in life, no matter what walk of life we are in. From someone whose homeless on the street, to the King or Prince in a high castle, we all have things in life that test our morals, resolve, discipline, and values. The point is to pass those tests and be the best version of you that you can be. It’s not easy, but understanding that fact can go a long way towards helping you in the effort. Take it easy and have a great rest of the week. Peace….

So I was watching a video of this brother from Africa talking about how he agrees with “the devil’s” side of the story. He is basically of the belief that we are living in a hell realm as he calls it, and says that GOD is not what we think he is. I believe that this realm is not, in its current state, functioning the way GOD intended. It’s been co-opted by the evil one and his followers. Also, I believe that a lot of the notions that have been pushed about GOD are not true. GOD does not want you to “fear” him. Any entity that wants you to live in fear is not of GOD. GOD is love, peace, mercy, and grace.

I think that the people in general have been led down a path that makes them very ignorant to truths and more accepting of the programming of this “matrix” we are in. You have men that are truly convinced that it’s acceptable to have side girlfriends outside of their wife. They believe that if their wife won’t “put out” that they have the right to go to another woman to get the satisfaction they “deserve” from women. The notion that having intercourse is as required as oxygen is simply not true. There are monks who go for many years without relations with women. How do they do this? Because they have discipline. They aren’t “tail hounds” and they don’t obsess over such things. There was a time on this planet, I believe, when all men had that type of mentality. They knew the magic and power of intercourse with a woman, and they held it as something sacred to partake in with their wife, particularly in the goal of creating offspring.

This world we live in right now, they sell sex and perversities like it’s a commodity. People have no idea about how things really work. I won’t pretend that I know it all, but I do have some understanding from reading certain things and paying attention to my surroundings. I don’t believe that GOD is responsible or accepting of the world we see around us in this current state. He doesn’t agree with sex trafficking. He doesn’t agree with flaunting your sexuality for the world to see. He doesn’t agree with the greed of a lot of the corporations that operate today. He doesn’t agree with people working every day, only to not own much, be constantly tired, and have little free time to pursue their own creativity. This is my belief. Just like someone might believe GOD would send a person who is “gay” (hat he allowed to exist & experience the things they experienced) to hell. I don’t believe that, but just like someone else CAN believe that, I CAN believe what I just said he doesn’t agree with.

So many people are only concerned with themselves. They live their life every day and never once think to understand anything going on outside of their own little world. They’ve heard of the fact that hundreds if not thousands of Latino children, that were separated from their parents at the boarder some years back, have not been accounted for and not returned to their parents. Who knows what has happened to those children and what they are experiencing right now. Last we were told, they were being kept in cages of a sort and their parents were not with them. That was all over the internet for a bit and then… poof… like magic it went away and I doubt most people knew about it or even if they did know, they don’t think about it ever. People never ask themselves why are children so important to the people that do evil in this world? More importantly their blood. Someone made a video, I believe on Tik Tok, where they put together a ton of clips of celebrities saying they drink or use the blood of children to keep a youthful appearance. Why isn’t that video on major media outlets?

I won’t pretend to completely understand GOD, but I do know that where he sits, according to scripture, it hasn’t been much time that all of these things have been going on here in the earth realm. I hope he moves swiftly and quickly to turn things around and get the human race back on track. For the people who recognize it, we are tired of seeing all this wickedness go on in the world around us. We want a change, and we ask GOD that either he fix it for us, or please give us the power and knowledge to fix it ourselves. L8r…